I wish it would Rain

watatata.. i normally don't do this kind of art xD but ah well. it makes me feel better somehow through art when i'm feeling down. i feel bad for uploading it but. lol.

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At times like this when I am truly alone, I remember how loneliness feels. I am a ninja. It is my duty to protect the ones I love and those I am assigned to on a mission.

Perhaps I am too overprotective. But maybe even... even I too cling to the ones I care for. Maybe I don't even know my own feelings. I am clouded by selfish jealousy and a longing for my companions.

I wish to not be forgotten. I wish to not be seen as yesterday's news when someone else I know is in the presence of another companion. Selfish as it may be, without feeling that I can protect you or anyone I feel that I am..

My services are not needed. I am not needed. It is better off if I distance myself.

sa...

I wish it would rain. It would wash away all of my distress.. worry.. sin.. and my weakness.

After returning from his four day mission, Yuya returned to the Dark Forest. He has been in contact with Teru and Haku as of this far, has met a few others from his clan including Akisu the Meowth, Sen Las the Sneasel, Acuity-san and a few others.

Upon his return, Yuya has felt considerably distant between the friends he was close with before he left on his mission, hoping to see them again soon.

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i probably would sound like a smuck when i say the feelings that Yuya has felt i feel them sometimes, more than i want to , especially when i feel alone.

BUT ANYWHO.

yep. the end lol.